he thought is arising the time is now
the chance has left me, surprising. wow.
the joy, elation of being late again.
i can’t keep my word and my hunger is at bay again.

the sight of a current that can drag me is pertinent.
i wish to leave this place,
no longer have i been looked for as i lost myself in this space.
my mind grows numb and my heart is heavy.
i can’t take this anymore my eyes breaking like levee.

these shadows are dark and my thoughts are hot.
my touch is not and my gaze is weak,
my focus is strained like the strength in my knees.
the wind could topple me if i let it.
no more a force now being forced to regret it.